When dreaming with a grieving heart the hardest part is waking up. You roll out of bed on your knees, and wonder was he ever really here? All you have now are the memories left behind. The hardest times are your moments of clarity when you realize he'll never be in this life with you again. You cry a little, laugh a little, and try to remember every detail of his life.
The easiest way to mend your broken heart is look forward to the future, and hold close all the good memories he left you with. God builds your mansion with everything you love, and he'll most certainly be there waiting. Accept the things you cannot change...The hardest thing to do.
"What if's" plague my thoughts a thousand times a day.
What if I hadn't...
What if I'd done...
What if I'd thought to...
What if, What if, What if.
It drives me crazy inside.
At this moment in time:
My Family: One less
My life: a little sad
The future: bright
My blog: Therapy
He had 1,576,800 minutes on this earth - He didn't waste 1.
About Me
- Hanna
- Louisiana, United States
- I'm 24 years old, a wife of 4 1/2 years to my awesome husband craig, a mother of 21 months to my beautiful baby boy hayden, and I'm a Nursing student!
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) E.E. Cummings
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